"The Update about Starry's Health Issues."

"The Update about Starry's Health Issues."

I could see now that the skin in my legs begins to break where the varicose veins are placed, due to a bad swelling and a bad edema over there. I am so scared!!
The neuralgia (pain) has been dreadful that takes my breath away or leaves me in a nervous breakdown with a reflex tachycardia (fast heartbeat). My overweight is killing me too.
If that is God's will, I should begin with my physical therapy soon, which involves exercise and walking outdoors daily. It is hard to do though, with my health conditions of overweight and pain.
I pray to the Lord on daily basis to help me heal!!...
You see, I undergo several health issues combined inside me. I got a bad swelling in my body, especially limbs, legs and feet. The edema, the lymphedema is due to a malfunction in my Lymphatic System. The lymph extracellular fluids concentrated in my body, and not performing its proper physiology have been making my life rather miserable.
The pain even causes a bad stammer in me. I can hardly talk when I am in pain...
My fellowman, a Physician Surgeon, usually gives me strong pain killers, like injections of BETAMETHASONE (CORTISONE) whenever I need it. Perhaps, that is the cause of the swelling...
I don't know what is going on with my health. I know that I feel unwell for so long. Now, I've also got a bad tooth, and I am scared...
I am afraid to say, but -as you may realize, all these things, physical, emotional and personal matters, slow me down a great deal. I am so sorry about that!! I hope you understand me. Please, forgive me...
God may bless you all, dear readers!!
Poet Starry Dawn.